Baby Names!

So when i was pregnant with Taylor i really wanted to name her Brenlee OR Bryna, but could never convince Jeremy. SO Taylor Ann it was, and it totally fits her....BUT now we are having to decide a name for are new baby girl again......

So it is either going to be

Brenlee, Brinlee, Brenly

OR

Braylee, braley,

Who know how we will spell it, So many diffrent ways!

What do you guys think, Or do you have any other CUTE girl names i could STEAL!

32 wks and Happy B-day to me!

I am now 32 wks Pregnant! Time is definitely flying by. I'm going to the Doc every two weeks now. I have a doc appt tomorrow, and i feel like i just saw him Yesterday. I'm hoping the next 8 wks will go by just as fast! As of 2 wks ago i was measuring 2 wks bigger ( which doesn't really mean that much) but im hoping tomorrow it will be the same, maybe he will bump up my due date. Wouldn't that be nice?Ive gained about 19 lbs, NOT bad huh, Errrrr WRONG, that's not including the Holiday weight i gained before i got pregnant, which was about 10 lbs. SO I'm sliding on really thin ice, hoping i don't gain to much more. WE SHALL SEE! i feel pretty good, i just have bad heart burn, back aches ( my fault tho, i sew on the ground, wierd i know!) but Ive been sleeping really good and napping almost every day. IM REALLY LAZY! I'm loving it. I don't know how i will feel after the baby. I probley wont go anywhere.....Honestly who has 3 kids that does anything, It would be a nightmare to go to walmart with 3 kids. We shall see, I'm hoping i will be SUPER mom, and be crazy energetic. like i said, we shall see.....anyways, i have to go, I'm due for my weekly bath, and Jeremy told me my hair stunk today.lol( haven't washed it since.........?)

I forgot, I turned the big 24 years old last Thursday, any of you that forgot my birthday, SUCK! and to everyone that wished me a Happy Birthday, i LOVE you!

Kaden is 3 Years old!!!

This is after swimming for 3 hours, so dont be judging on how awesome we look! We all went home and slept for 3 1/2 hours, it felt good!

Taylor sneeking a cupcake!

Kaden turned 3 on June 25, but we just had a birthday party for him this past Saturday. It was so fun, and relaxing. i had other ppl taking care of my kids, so it was nice for me just to swim and relax and play around with them. Kaden was pretty grumpy at first, but eventually got in the water and started having fun! Taylor went Crazy, she was jumping in the pool every 5 secs. she kept getting out and saying "again"again". I think everyone that came had fun!

4th of July!!

My sweet "sometimes" Kaden Ray!

I PAINTED Jeremys toes while he was sleeping. i just wanted him to be a little more patriotic for the Fourth. LOL, i was laughing so flippin hard. He asked how do you get it off, and i told him there wasnt anything that takes it off, you just have to let it grow out. LOL!

I love this picture of Tay!

This is Jeremy and i waiting for the fire works to start, it can get really interesting with the things we come up with doing. We sat out there for like 3 hrs before the fire works started, good thing there was FREE watermelon and Hot dogs! We had alot of fun, and my kids loved the fireworks!

Problem solved!

So all night lastnight all i heared was the sweet sound of nothing. I slept all night and it felt so good. The kids didnt wake up at all. Naps are finally back to normal and my kids are awesome and they sleep for atleast 2 to 3 hours. Its great!!! i just put them down tonight and they didnt even resist, they new it was bedtime. So life is finally getting back to normal and it feels good. So this will probley we the end to my everynight postings, but i have alot of other stuff and pictures to up load.
Now im going to go and relax............

Getting in the groove!

First im loving everyones comments, i felt really bad for doing this, but i was seriously on the brink of going C R A Z Y if i wasnt already there. So thanks for all your supportive comments!

Lastnight Kaden went to bed right away and Taylor only cried for 10 mins or less. WHAT? i wasnt sure if it was because it was so late at night and she was exhausted, or if she was finally getting the HINT. So i tried not to get my hopes up...... also they didnt wake up at all in the night. How wonderful is this?

So Tonight we put them to bed, they both fused when i was putting them down, asking for a movie, but i said NO, and there was no crying within a min. i cant beleave it! i hope this is finally an end to this Craziness.

Im excited to have a little bit of me & Jeremy time once the kids are down at night, and No more babies in bed with us (well atleast not for the next 2 months)..........

Night 2 /part 2

So last night kaden fused for about 30 mins. and Taylor flat out cried for 35 mins. 5 mins shorter than the night before. Progress, Progress......Taylor woke up at 4 am and i changed her diaper and she went right back to bed. It is def nice not having them sleep with use.

Today was a long day, so they napped for about 3 hours, and i only let them sleep that long because i new it would be a long night because of the fire works. So it is 10 pm right now, we just put the kids to bed, kaden isn't crying at all, but Taylor is, so we shall see how long it last tonight. I'm feeling confident and STRONG (for now)...........it def. so much better then it was, they both actually nap again and i get to nap as well. I dont normally nap, but with this pregnancy im a faithful nap taker. With 2 kids under the age of 3 and 7 months pregnant i get pretty worn out. So YES i take naps!

Night 2

SO they both naped today for about 2 hours, they were out within 10 mins, no crying, NOTHING.
now it is bedtime and not feeling very comfident right now. Both kids are crying, have been for about 25 mins. i can handle it when one is crying, but not the both of them. UGH!! NOt so fun
:( It makes me so sad to hear them cry. UGH!
ill post tomorrow how the night goes!

Night 1

So last night Kaden feel asleep no problem, he didnt nap yesterday so he was exhausted. Taylor cryed for 40 mins, thats like 5 hours when your baby is crying "mommy"mommy'. i was strong, jeremy helped, i was trying to make excuses to go in there. It doesnt even really bug jeremy when they cry....maybe it would more if they were saying "Daddy, Daddy". anyways, Taylor slept all night and Kaden woke up once for milk at 2 am. i just got him milk and he went right back to bed. We just woke up at 8 am. WHAT? i feel so good that ive slept almost all the way threw the night. Hopefully this next night will be even better. WE SHALL SEE!

Crying babies at bedtime!

So as I'm typing, Taylor is crying her crib..........
When Kaden was born, i don't know if it was just the way he was or if i was more strick with him, BUt things have definitely done a 180 and got way out of control with my children's sleeping patterns. It's something different every night, there in bed with us, or I'm in bed with them( when they had a toddler bed), watching movies in the middle of the night, but to fall back asleep, rubbing backs, milk MILK MILK. i will just do anything to get them to go to bed. SO last night was the end of it.
I put them to bed, put on a movie, and right away Taylor started crying. Kaden says" Taylor's scaring me, get Tay" SO i just got her out and put her to sleep on the couch. Kaden fell asleep with the movie. 9:30 Taylor is still running around the living room. SO i was so frustrated with her, so i put her in her crib with a movie, surprisingly she only cried for seconds. (probley cause it was 9:30) So we went to sleep also, then 12:30 kaden wakes up, "i want MILK" so i got him milk, he was scared because there was a whole in his wall, he wanted his back rubbed, he wanted his toy, he needed his diaper changed. BLAH BLAH the list goes on forever......so i crawled back into bed. 1:30 am Taylor and Kaden wake up, Milk, scared, so anything not to put them in bed with use, i just turned on a movie. 3:00 am, "Mom MOM MOM the movies over. Taylor had fallen back asleep, and Kaden refused to go to sleep. i was so tired, so restless, so i gave him some milk, rubbed his back, told him no more movie, and i layed in bed and listened to him cry for 40 mins. until he fell asleep. 4 am. Jeremy's alarm goes off for work. i guess this was a sleepless night for me........

So this is how I'm solving my problem......No more TV in there room(that's simple), one milk, once i say goodnight there is no more going in there room, NO more in bed with mommy and daddy. So I'm just going to be consistent and just let them cry. there in cribs, so they cant do any bodily damage to themselves. i will just have to sit and listen to them cry. Hopefully it will only take a few night to get this routine down. I feel so bad! i really do, because i know if i were just to go in there and rock her, she would go right to sleep. BUT that's not the point, she needs to find comfort in herself.......SO what do you think? am i the worst parent EVER? 25 mins, taylor is still crying. :( it makes me sad, but hopefully she will fall asleep soon.