Sunday, March 29, 2009

Much Much better!

So my last post was pretty depressing, it was def horrible how i was feeling. I have the bestest friends. my friend Brianna brought me dinner and did all my laundry 5 or 6 loads. She was so awesome for doing that. SHe was even tempted to start cleaning my nasty house. Its much cleaner now brianna!! thanks so much! my friend Cori brought me dinner also, it was so yummy, thanks! Thanks for thinking of me guys!
im happy to say that im feeling so much better. I have No picutures, but i have alot to update on.

my belly is getting bigger and bigger, which i dont mind for now, because you can acutally tell that im pregnant, and ppl arnt thinking to themselves "is she pregnant? or did she gain a few pounds" Im 16 wks now, and feeling better than ever. We could find out with in the next month what we are having, but we have decided not to. HAHA! im driving everyone in my family crazy, but i think it will be so excited for Jeremy and i to be in the delivery room and out pops a BOY or a GIRL. Im so excited! No names yet!

My little Kaden is so freakin awesome. He just all of sudden thinks he is so BIG and so cool that he can pottie in the big boy toliet. I got him some car underwear, and i think that did it. He LOVES them. He still wont poo in the pottie, so when he starts grunting we put a diaper on. SO i think we will have to master that later. Ive been having to just put him on the pottie when he starts walking funny, and he is so EXCITED when he goes " he says, i did it, i went in the pottie, come look" we try to make it so exciting for him. Then his fav. part is reaching in the HUGE M&M bag i got for when he goes. So 3 times tonight, he would just be playing and he would just go in the bathroom and go. Im like is this my kids, he is awesome. We are so proud of him. This is a big step. He is going to be 3 in June and i jus think that is crazy!. I love my little Kaden!

Taylor is getting so big. She is def Spoiled, with Kaden it was so much easier to lay down the law. Taylor is a defferent story. She is raped around jeremy and i finger. She is just so cute and squishy its hard to be mean to her. She loves food and the word NO, i think that sums it up for her.

If anyone has none Jeremy and i OR JEREMY since weve been married, weve had a new car every 6 months or every year. We bought are impala, which was awesome, and i loved it, but now to small for are growing family. So we thought of alot of different thing that we could do, because we have 3 vehicles...so we ended up trading in my impala and Jeremys 05' chevy. And i got a new truck......I love it...it is brand new 2008 Dodge Ram. nice and roomie for are 3 kids that we are going to have...hopefully ending there, if not we could make it work with 4. UGH! So i have that, and Jeremy has his 95' work truck, so we have a nice RELIable new truck. IM SO EXCITED!! ill have to post about it later.

We are going to Utah this weekend for Conference.Driving! Im so excited, were taking are kids. it will be are first family trip out of state. i think this is just what we need as a family. were going to go to paysen first and stay with my friend MELLISSA! im so excited to see her cute little family. Then we will go stay with one of Best Friends from High School Chanci for 2 days. IM SO EXCITEd to see her. i hope she doesnt go crazy with us being there. ANyways, im so excited to get the heck out of safford, and be with my little family.

Friday, March 6, 2009

Im Drained!

I dont remember my other two pregnancies being this hard. Of course i do have 2 other kids to take care of, but i dont think that is it. Ive been a couch POTATOE, Im serious, ive probley put my make up on 5 times in the past 2 months. actually did my hair like twice, i just go with the pony tail. Its miserable. I hate feeling and looking like this. ive gained 12 lbs since last summer, so comeing into this summer, im not excited about swimming and shorts and short sleeve shirts. Im lazy, i hate cleaning, doing dishes, cooking, and most of all laundry. i do the bear minimal. when jeremy cant find any socks to wear after he has worn all 20 pairs that he has, he says it time for me to get off my lazy bum. Im grumpy, boring, and feel so frumpy. Will this go away??????? Or am i doomed for life feeling like this.

HOSPITAL VISITS, SICK, SICK, SICK ( i think i hate this)


So my family has been So so sick for like 3 weeks, and me feeling like what i just decrible to you has been takeing care of everyone. IT all started with jeremy a few weeks ago, he was so sick, couldnt work, BUT had to, he couldnt do anything, so left be basically a single parent. So finally a week and half goes by and in the middle of the night, we ended up going to the hospital. He ended up having a sinus infection. Anyone that has ever had one of those it is so miserable, your throat hurts, face hurts, your accey and you feel like your head is going to explode. So we finally got some medicine. He was finally feeling better. .....Taylor and Kaden started getting whole cold symtoms. Didnt realy think anything of it. i thought i could handle this. Taylor was more sick, sleep the bare minalmal at night. So it was me getting up with her, cause jeremy had to work. SO running off of 3 hours of sleep a night was NO fun, SO finlly the 3rd night taylor was sick. SHe was so restless, and her stomach was retracting. SO was thought was would just take her in to the hospital. IT was 2 AM. I havent been to bed yet by the way...so im so tired, was take her to the hospital. They totured her.....things up her nose, needles, rectal temps., x-rays. Horrible. i just wanted to cry for her. So they took a x-ray,and they say the start of Phnemonia, So we were admitted to the hospital for that, and be cause they didnt like the way her stats were with her breathing. SO we were in the hospital for 2 days. It was so MISERBLE. Every time some one came in the room that taylor didnt know. She would just jump on me and start crying. She new that they were there to do something Horrible to her. Anyways, we are home now, she is doing better better everyday....BUT what do you know. JEREMY has the FLU. Yay!!!! Horrible. Im so sick of everyone being sick, and me having to do everything. THat sounds so selfish! i know, but its how i feel. i cant wait until i do something fun, instead of being traped in this little appt. So that is my venting stories. I dont know if all makes since, but i hope i got the point a cross that things just suck right now!