Im Drained!

I dont remember my other two pregnancies being this hard. Of course i do have 2 other kids to take care of, but i dont think that is it. Ive been a couch POTATOE, Im serious, ive probley put my make up on 5 times in the past 2 months. actually did my hair like twice, i just go with the pony tail. Its miserable. I hate feeling and looking like this. ive gained 12 lbs since last summer, so comeing into this summer, im not excited about swimming and shorts and short sleeve shirts. Im lazy, i hate cleaning, doing dishes, cooking, and most of all laundry. i do the bear minimal. when jeremy cant find any socks to wear after he has worn all 20 pairs that he has, he says it time for me to get off my lazy bum. Im grumpy, boring, and feel so frumpy. Will this go away??????? Or am i doomed for life feeling like this.

HOSPITAL VISITS, SICK, SICK, SICK ( i think i hate this)


So my family has been So so sick for like 3 weeks, and me feeling like what i just decrible to you has been takeing care of everyone. IT all started with jeremy a few weeks ago, he was so sick, couldnt work, BUT had to, he couldnt do anything, so left be basically a single parent. So finally a week and half goes by and in the middle of the night, we ended up going to the hospital. He ended up having a sinus infection. Anyone that has ever had one of those it is so miserable, your throat hurts, face hurts, your accey and you feel like your head is going to explode. So we finally got some medicine. He was finally feeling better. .....Taylor and Kaden started getting whole cold symtoms. Didnt realy think anything of it. i thought i could handle this. Taylor was more sick, sleep the bare minalmal at night. So it was me getting up with her, cause jeremy had to work. SO running off of 3 hours of sleep a night was NO fun, SO finlly the 3rd night taylor was sick. SHe was so restless, and her stomach was retracting. SO was thought was would just take her in to the hospital. IT was 2 AM. I havent been to bed yet by the way...so im so tired, was take her to the hospital. They totured her.....things up her nose, needles, rectal temps., x-rays. Horrible. i just wanted to cry for her. So they took a x-ray,and they say the start of Phnemonia, So we were admitted to the hospital for that, and be cause they didnt like the way her stats were with her breathing. SO we were in the hospital for 2 days. It was so MISERBLE. Every time some one came in the room that taylor didnt know. She would just jump on me and start crying. She new that they were there to do something Horrible to her. Anyways, we are home now, she is doing better better everyday....BUT what do you know. JEREMY has the FLU. Yay!!!! Horrible. Im so sick of everyone being sick, and me having to do everything. THat sounds so selfish! i know, but its how i feel. i cant wait until i do something fun, instead of being traped in this little appt. So that is my venting stories. I dont know if all makes since, but i hope i got the point a cross that things just suck right now!